I spent my whole life hoping To be nurtured by my mother I spent my whole life coping Substituting with another Acceptance from a friend Or authorities unknown Or I would just pretend I was fine left on my own So friends that I’d attract Would do their best to care But no one could give back With all our cupboards bare Unconsciously behind it all Yet many years ahead I felt the truth behind my wall And suddenly felt dead It took more than a year for me To know the reason why Why so much rage and fear in me Had made my friendships die No friend on earth can substitute The nurture of your mother It cannot grow without a root Be grafted from another The time had come to let them go Illusions fully grieved How could they give or even know What they had not received I had to start anew within By planting my love’s seed With nurturing it grew within Fulfilling my own need So one day I’ll be ready From deep roots I’ve grown tall As fruits of love grow steady I then can nurture all
No knee should bend nor eyes look down in reverence to raise a crown. For “Royal” blood does not exist, just rivals fighting in the mist. The winner claimed the title “King”. What did this change in bloodline bring?
Incestuous insanity bred Kings and Queens of tyranny. Made wars to conquer foreign lands to meet entitled “royal” demands.
They claimed they represented God, divine by blood in grand facade. These lands they conquered they would claim were their’s to plunder in God’s name.
Still to this day they think it’s right they killed and stole with ruthless might! In recent years set some lands free, yet made not one apology!
Now all kings and queens must fall as karma comes to level all. The blight and pain they left behind, must now be recompensed, they’ll find.
For now the young have come to see, there cannot be equality for the poor or in between the sycophants of “royalty”.
So for our future global health the “royals” must return the wealth their greedy bloodline stole and passed to keep their “royal” idols cast.
Then balance and equality can supersede idolatry. So poor can rise as Queen comes down from pedestal to common ground. Here all can see, for there’s no mist, that royal blood does not exist.
The core of Q’s conspiracy theory is children are born underneath New York City. So Democrat “demons”, through child sacrifice, can harvest their blood to keep them alive. They can only be saved by Qanon’s savior. The anti Christ Trump who’s a Judas, a traitor. How was this outlandish delusion conceived? Is an unconscious metaphor why they believe?
Underneath lives in chaos were souls torn apart by unconscious “demons” consuming young hearts. Whose abusive “Caretakers” would use then forsake them. With boundaries left shattered their lifeblood was taken, by ones meant to love and take care of these souls. So fear went beneath in unconscious control.
For this child to survive they made shields of delusions unconsciously channeled creating illusions; made scapegoats to blame for what loved ones had done. Like Stockholm survivors denied the real one. Cast demons as saviors so they could deny the dangerous truth that they may not survive.
Then when they grew up it felt true worlds abound, with “Demons” that sacrifice kids underground. So they cast once again a false “savior” protector, but in truth Trump’s “the Devil they know” who’s projected, on Democrat scapegoats who see through the lies of the Devil they know in a Savior disguise.
So how do we stop this, how do they heal, how do we wake them and prove what is real? We save ourselves first from real blood sacrifice. If their “demons” attack us they must pay a price. Within walls that surround them and keep them contained until their delusions resolve and they’re sane.
You cannot prove truth to those lost in illusion. Their worlds must crash down to begin evolution. They then must reflect, might need many years, to wake from the hell they created in fear.
So rational minds must pick up the pieces of a world torn apart by mental diseases. We must move on ahead bring sanity back by speaking the truth and, defending the facts.
We then must make norms into laws to protect us. Hope that one day they will meet and respect us. But only if all their delusions resolve, can ALL be united, as ONE COUNTRY evolve.
Systemic Racism and it’s denial in America has created a malignant cancer that has unconsciously spread to all parts of our country. Through yet another tragedy we’ve been forced to become conscious. Awake again, we can feel the pain of our cancer triggered by the cries of a black man begging his murderer for breath that he would never get. Yet because of his pain and sacrifice we have an opportunity as a country to acknowledge and deal with the reality of our grim diagnosis. I fear though, this may be our final wake up call because we have ignored and denied our symptoms so many times for so many years.
Unfortunately our cancer has progressed too far to surgically remove it all. The only thing that has a chance to work at this late stage is chemotherapy. We must treat our cancer from the inside out. The cure is painful because our therapeutic purges must effect our whole body. All cells must be purged even ones where cancer is thought to not have yet spread.
This chemically induced purge began with the justified outrage of African Americans tired of seeing black people repeatedly murdered without conscience by sociopathic militarized police. Deep festering emotional wounds were exposed again and opened to purge the hurt and anger from inside our collective unconscious. This flowing of previously blocked emotion clears the cancer from our body system. This flow also triggered a needed healing crisis and purging of the unconscious shame of white Americans who have generationally denied the truth of African American experiences of personal and systemic racism.
We all should be grateful for the forceful expulsion of this long repressed outrage which set our healing process in motion. All of this is necessary even if our emotional and sometimes physical purges create collateral damage. Upheaval created by our purges must intentionally tear down imbalanced and unstable structures in parts of our system especially our “justice system” that promotes the metastatic growth of our Cancer. Because until both the collective outrage of the oppressed and the collective shame of the oppressors are acknowledged and purged we will not have a complete healing of our dis-ease.
Undifferentiated Cancer cells are immature cells that lost their memory and forgot how to become whole. Our Cancer has its origins in the hypocrisy of our white supremacist ancestor’s who became adept at forgetting what they said they believed. This is why the same men who wrote the words “all men are created equal” could also proclaim that sovereign African people counted only as 3/5s of a person. With this denial and forgetting of humanity cemented in place they could, without conscience, kidnap, enslave, and own human beings as property.
Over the centuries we have become more and more numb from constantly pounding down our shame into our collective unconscious so we could live with the hypocrisy of what we have done as a nation. And of course we’ve had to numb ourselves to the bone to deny the validity of black people’s justified outrage at what we have perpetrated against them. We have been filling our collective unconscious with our repressed shame and their suppressed outrage for hundreds of years.
Against their free will African Americans became a part of our ancestral roots when they were forced to build the foundations of this country. All of the roots of our country grown in that foundation are drenched in the blood, sweat, and tears stolen from our African ancestors. Yet, our African American roots have still grown strong among us despite being abused and starved without the nourishment of acknowledgment or recompense for their contribution to our country’s very existence.
But these days have come to and end. We cannot heal our cancer until our cells, with fully restored memory, can differentiate and become whole. So we must remember and reclaim the truth, we as oppressors, have selectively denied, that ALL humans are indeed created equal and are endowed by their creator with certain inalienable rights. We must also acknowledge and affirm the lucid and intact memories of African Americans who hold the only truly legitimate memories of our history as a whole. They are the only Americans who have not wavered in their authenticity even though we have gaslighted them for centuries with denial of our true history!
So to fully purge our shame we must make amends, which are not just about saying we’re sorry and expecting absolution. Our shame will not be fully purged or absolved until we have asked African Americans what we need to do to change our system and have followed their lead. They must be included in all phases of the true reconstruction of America. To have peace and move forward, as a healed and whole nation, all changes we make must feel acceptable to the ones we have transgressed. They are the only ones who can absolve us of our transgressions.
The more we accept and embrace the painful and sometimes destructive process of our collective healing, the sooner we will have a chance to rebuild our broken nation and become whole. Hopefully for the FIRST time in American history, we as a collective will choose healing and become whole as a nation. Only then will Colin Kaepernick or any American in this country be able to stand up, with our hands over our hearts, and legitimately and honestly say, ONE nation under God, indivisible with liberty and justice for all!