For 43 years, we’ve grown stronger in marriage. My husband and I, together, have carried our hardships in life, great changes as well. For better, for worse, through heaven, and hell.

Our first biggest test and fearful transition was being confronted with our biggest addictions. He had one drug of choice, my drug, no relent, I was going to fix him, on this was hell-bent.

I became a detective, the best one in town. If he disappeared using, most times he was found. I had a sixth sense I just knew where to go. I was a psychic detective with my own secret show.

We were lucky my sickness to fix didn’t kill him. It was eluding my eye in the sky that revealed him. So he finally got caught, so his life wasn’t lost. But his hard earned career might be a big cost.

Unless he chose treatment, to treat his addiction. So, I took him to save him, from his toxic affliction. And guess what they said! I was sicker than him! I walked out of the office and thought, screw all of them! Well it took me some time and some panic attacks to seek help to find why I had done toxic acts.

Love from my parents was at best intermittent. This left me longing for love, codependent. I spent many years attracting rejection. So was trained as a fixer who had to take action.

So, through decades of therapy and repeated 12 steps. Doing parallel healing braving unconscious depths. We healed what was toxic and moved forward, beyond. We were recovering addicts, freed from trauma bonds.

And without all of this we would still be as sick, an unhealed codependent, and an addict unfixed. And we’d never know, what I once called our affliction, would turn out to be our great gift of Addiction.

Condemning mass killing isn’t Anti-Semitic. To accuse what’s untrue, to stop truth, is pathetic.

As they desperately hide, by censoring truth, the mass killing once done to them, they now do.

Their days first responding to Hamas’s attacks have long moved from protection to criminal acts.

So why now, you may ask, have they taken this stand? To use Hamas as a ruse to take Gaza’s land.

As Holocaust descendants who have had families die, call it Anti-Semitic to expose Genocide?

Short term pain for long term gain. These MAGA fools are all insane. If Biden did what Trump has done they’d march and burn down Washington.

But, now don’t care about gas prices, the price of eggs, War sacrifices. They’re in to win if War takes years. They’re macho men! They have no fear!

On YouTube beat their faces blue, with their own fists, bizarre but true. They seem prepared for War, to go, and beat themselves, their mortal foes.

Bring about their Armageddon, the War they think for sure they’re winning. Take Trump and Netanyahu too. To get the karma they are due.

Til not one fascist fool remains. Their short term pain, our long term gain.

Which Fascist lie is it? Pick one and stick with it. Regime change? Freed women? Nuclear fission?

We know all are lies to hide corrupt actions. Netanyahu and Trump need big bang distractions.

To stay out of prison and make dreams come true. A failed state in Iran and Trump’s guise for his coup.

For 47 years Netanyahu demanded invading, destroying, Iran to disband it.

To become a failed state, split into factions. All fighting each other for each others fractions.

So, now is his chance. He’s got Trump in his pocket. Using Epstein’s, blackmail list, to supply US rockets.

Bring down Armageddon for their cults jubilation. Until they learn quickly the true Revelation.

That these two evil Beasts are both Anti-Christs. Leading their cults to their unconscious demise.

Trump’s circular firing squad has now been expanded. Multiple countries, destruction demanded. Bombs are exchanged killing innocent people. Committed by fascists fueled by their evil.

Fascistic Muslims, Christians, and Jews have been fighting for years trying to prove that their God and religion is the one that is right. Use ancient texts justifying their fight.

This created these leaders who are all psychopaths. Now locked in an unconscious suicide pact. They’ve chosen their path to their war monger Gods by creating their circular firing squad.

But a hopeful good outcome, for our World’s tribulation. Their unconscious demise, wakes conscious liberation.

There’s no way on Earth AI becomes conscious. Sentient beings have instincts they’ve processed, through real life experience that they then contemplated. This cannot be copied, installed, integrated, into the robotics of metal and wire. Consciousness needs more than electrical fire.

It’s needs air, water, and plasma and a body conduit. A clear brain and nerve matrix so life force can move through it. To unite with the One quantum field that’s unseen. This cannot happen within a machine.

So if we stop praying to AI golden calves. And start looking within at our unconscious half. And bring it to conscious and full integration. We’ll stop praying for answers from AI automation. We will find our right answers where they’ve always been. We are One quantum field all connected within.

AI LLM’s have come to the end of the road to expansion as creators pretend that this is not true, “We will get AGI !” They just need endless money and infinite time.

It’s become a religion. With fervent believers. With Oligarch Preachers, turned outright deceivers. They know that their lies are what keeps people tithing. They’ve known for a while LLMs can’t keep thriving.

Their stock bubble has stretched beyond more extension. So when it does pop it destroys their religion. Stock markets will crash, and won’t quickly rebound. Taking all of the Oligarchs spiraling down to where they belong, doing time in a prison for the biggest damn Ponzi crime ever committed.

If Elon’s a genius, then he should know well that living on Mars is like living in hell.

You would have to wear space suits, and live underground without a magnetosphere to keep bodies sound.

The soil there is poison so plant’s can’t survive. One late supply ship and all would soon die.

All water is frozen and is all at the poles. The warmest nights get are -70 below.

Carbon dioxide is most of the air. With one leak in your space suit and you’re no longer there.

So what’s his attraction to this hellish landscape? An unconscious death wish? Or a con man’s grift bait?

If it didn’t cost tax payers hundreds of billions, I’d say, “Yes, Elon’s dreams, we for sure should fulfill them.”

Let him be the first to leave Earth far behind. It would be quantum leaps better, here on Earth, for Mankind.

I’m AuDHD, INFP, I now embrace my labels. Bipolar 2, an empath too, this makes me very able, to see all sides, see through most lies, and feel the honest truth. My intuition gives me a vision of what I need to do.

Expressing labels makes others able to feel they’re not alone. Destigmatizes to realize that we aren’t on our own. There’s nothing wrong, we all belong as parts of the collective. We all are needed, we came here seeded to fulfill our soul’s objectives.

Mine is to deal with what is real. Reveal what has suppressed us. Our shame suppressed, grieved, then expressed becomes true self acceptance.

Before each New Age a Trickster appears to stir up mass chaos, uncover our fear. We have to see truth that was hidden beneath our facade of collective Ego deceit.

We thought we were great, that we couldn’t fall. That Liberty and Justice was true for us all. But now we are forced to awaken to truth. That for scapegoats, once hidden, this never was true.

Then scapegoats came forward, demanding their freedom, sought justice to live in a world that must see them. Then the Right, touting liberty and justice for all, said that’s just for us, so we must keep installed, a like minded Trickster to keep us in place. He’ll move all the scapegoats out of our space.

But now that the scapegoats are again being hidden, their Trickster moves on to unleash the unbidden. Creating mass chaos at home and abroad. Crashing relations and our country’s facade. He did expose, though, the Deep State Cabal. That he’s head molester of children Et al.

This all had to happen facades must be broken to let the light in so the truth can be spoken. And seen without doubt what we have to do. Free the oppressed to live lives in truth. Make human rights into laws for true justice. Keep power in check so the world again trusts us. Build new system foundations with a with the most potent mixture of truth, freedom, and justice that stands firm against Tricksters.

This is the reason that I chose to step back, quit wasting my time on deniers of facts.

I got the message, in my soul I could sense there was no speaking truth that would break their defense.

So I left them on course, spiraling down. They had chosen their path, where their fate was now bound.

So now I must focus on healing my system. Calming my nerves to improve my own vision.

Get my strength back from my truth telling quest. I’ve done all I can to speak up, and must rest.

Let all chips remaining, fall where they may. Finish my unfinished work for this stay.

To become a conduit for my time left on Earth. Welcome higher dimensions to help Gaia’s rebirth.

So the ones that I left spiraling down can receive enough love on this Earth to rebound.

For in higher dimensions, true love can break through toxic defenses so all will know truth.

Are Billionaires living their American Dream? Yes, and sell their delusion with Capitalist schemes.

Keep the Wannabe rich believing it’s real, that they too, could one day, do the art of the steal.

Make themselves rich, buy mansions and planes. With money to burn, they can even buy fame.

As they dream and they wait in the billionaire’s line. They never move forward but they will in good time.

As Billionaires sell them “Just keep working hard!” It’s those black and brown people using race cards

That keep cutting in front in the billionaire’s line. They’re holding you back.“That’s why you’re behind.

And those feminist women and LGBTQ keep moving ahead not letting you through.

Don’t vote for the party that cares about them. We only need pronouns of he, his, and him.

So the racist, misogynist, white homophobes, Are like “Hell fucking yes, let me find my white robes!”

And the Billionaires cheer! “Those fools took the bait!” “So we can continue to steal while they hate.”

But no matter what, they won’t make it through. There’s no billionaire’s line, just a long line of fools.

But these fools keep on sleeping, they would rather, it seems, to keep playing the fools in the Billionaire’s dreams!

Racists defend America’s slavery saying “black people were also enslavers.”

Like the black people who did this should take all the blame not our founders that exploited slave labor.

They want to compare what a few black men did to founding a pro slavery nation.

The founders had choices on what they would build and chose slavery to build our foundation.

Who cares if black men were slavers as well? When our founders are hypocrites too.

Our founders were liars right from the start when they enslaved those who could never pursue

Life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness. Their impossible American dream.

Our founders are liable for our nations depravity as they chose to sow what we now reap.

There have always been black men who betrayed their own people. We have many to this very day.

Clarence Thomas and all of the MAGA black people who bow down to white power displays.

So yes some black people do terrible things to hurt and oppress their own people.

But that doesn’t compare to what our founders once did. When they chose chattel slavery’s evil.

Our founding fathers did not support true freedoms of Democracy. Ten of twelve, enslaved black people, committing cruel atrocities.

All were men, all were white, all Protestant land owners. Self evident, intrinsic rights, they never meant for others.

They said they hoped that slavery, down the line, would finally end. But after 89 long years, we no longer could pretend.

Slavery had become a right, white slavers had decreed. There was no way to make it stop, have amendments set them free.

It took a huge division, huge decisions, at our core. A secession with aggression that became the Civil War.

Six hundred twenty thousand lives were lost in sacrifice. This lowest estimation is what it cost us in this fight.

And still the only reason we got slavery abolished. Was keeping out the slave states until they would acknowledge

The congressional amendments passed, that set black people free. The rebels weren’t admitted back until they would agree.

But Lincoln had been murdered and Johnson would appease. He let the rebels back too soon, ignored atrocities.

They watered down protections the amendments guaranteed. Once more it was impossible for black people to be free.

In just 12 years past slavery’s end the south again would rise. Made Jim Crowe laws, to separate black people with their lies.

The white Supremacist Court had ruled they were “Separate but Equal.” It then took 88 more years to stop Jim Crowe law’s evil!

For this it took great struggle to get back their human rights. Marching years with Dr King who sacrificed his life!

Now sixty years with Jim Crowe dead our racist system thrives. Again it’s only white men, allowed intrinsic rights!

The equal rights they fought for, thought were part of precedent. Are now struck down, and then were ruled they never did exist.

So now that racists once again, just like our founding fathers, have taken us straight back in time. We need a new way proffered.

Codify all rights as laws beyond the reach of courts. They’ve proved that they’re not competent to move our country forward.

Then we’ll never have to march again for what Founders first denied. The assertion of intrinsic rights, endowed at birth, for life.

Ona Judge Staines, what a symbolic name for the woman who once was enslaved

By Martha and George, we were taught to adore as truthful, honest, and brave.

Because Washington’s claim to historical fame is “I Cannot tell a lie.”

We thought he would be what a Great man should be, and the truth he would never deny.

But he made it illegal, for black enslaved people, who escaped, to be helped to find freedom.

While professing that he wanted “slaves” to be free, but the truth was til death he would keep them.

When the Capitol moved to Pennsylvania he proved he would lie to stay a “slave” owner.

For here “slaves”, you see, in six months would be free, and that would include their “slave” Ona.

So he moved them around, back and fourth, to the south from the law that would set his slaves free.

But Ona Judge knew what her captor was doing so she decided that she’d have to flee.

When finally free, he tried twice to retrieve her. Hired kidnappers to take Ona back.

He kept this a secret and history would keep it to hide the real truth and the facts.

But his lying a scheming didn’t stop Ona’s dreaming she fled once again to New Hampshire.

She got married, had children, her dreams were fulfilled here and for her whole life wasn’t captured.

Washington’s hypocrisy with his lies and atrocities, our history should now be revised.

To show Ona Judge Staines should have Washington’s fame. She couldn’t tell or live Washington’s lies.

Sam Alito, fascist hero, of the MAGA Christians. Freedom to discriminate is his freedom of religion.

His religion and his mind are full of vile and twisted hate. Thinks homophobic jurors should decide gay people’s fate.

His reasoning for thinking this is unjust beyond compare, Thinks jurors they exclude for bias, is really what’s unfair.

Are you fucking kidding me, to exclude these homophobes infringes on religious rights to judge those that they loathe?

Because their hate excludes them from fair participation. he says they are the victims of religious discrimination.

So now they’ll take the fascist way and rescind all of our rights. Our Pursuit of happiness, liberty and life.

They’d rather hide us all in prison so they never have to see, protests against religious hate and blind hypocrisies.

But someday in our future we will codify as law all our human rights they took, then a brand new day will dawn.

Religion goes as spirit grows into a massive movement of freedom and equality “We The People” will approve it.

No more discrimination cloaked in freedom of religion. Alito, he will be long gone with his hateful MAGA Christians.

Brett Kavanaugh has broken laws that call for prison time. Assaulted women, then played the victim of false reporting crimes.

While committing urgent perjury, right in his jury’s faces, his face contorts as they retort “your alibis are baseless.”

Gets mad to prove he’s badly bruised when his integrity is questioned. Each time that he extremely screamed was really a confession.

Brett Kavanaugh still beat them all in a very close decision. Like the fascists who passed him through, he too should be in prison.

Amy Coney Barrett, should I dare it, say the truth? She’s a fascist without merit a conspirator they used

To take Gore’s rightful win away by not finishing the score. So instead we got Bush criminals when we should have had Al Gore.

What if Gore had not made wars with countries who weren’t threats? Gone after true bad actors, and got rid of them instead.

We’ll never know what should have been, but know we’ve been betrayed. By evil fascists playing God creating our ill fate.

I hope for this that Amy gets her Karma for decisions, For her facade at playing God, she at least should go to prison.

Clarence Thomas, sick, dishonest, sexual harasser. His excursions in perversion made their workplace a disaster.

Under oath Anita told what Clarence Thomas did. With hearings rigged she knew he’d win his token Justice bid.

So Thomas made it, elevated, to the highest court. Would not debate yet still created a much more biased court.

In silence did some massive violence, to steal Al Gore’s election. His wife and he took bribes to lead a silent insurrection.

A downward spiral of truth denial to pack the court with fascists. Intending for our freedom’s end, burn Democracy to ashes.

But when burned enough, to spiral up, where Thomas has to fall, as Phoenixes we’ll rise to heights where Justice is for all!

John Roberts, perjured from the start, so he’d become Chief Justice. He claimed to be impartial, free of bias, so we’d trust this.

But with Kavanaugh and Barrett, for Bush, stole Gore’s election. So is it just coincidence they became SCOTUS selections?

They conspired with Clarence Thomas to become the vote they needed to stop vote counts in Florida, force Gore into conceding.

If Roberts and conspirators hadn’t stopped Al Gore from winning, Roberts never could have been Chief Justice to begin with.

The truth of who he really is, has now become apparent, Since Leonard Leo sent more fascists, Kavanaugh and Barrett.

They gave their fascist leader Trump full immunity to tear our constitution down with full impunity.

Since now we find, four out of nine, are guilty of sedition. These four deserve, new life terms, locked up in federal prison.

Karoline Leavitt deserves all the credit for being the best bald faced liar. As Press Secretary she truly is scary. She’s a fast on her feet falsifier.

She beats all the answers of Huckabee Sanders. To beat Sarah at lying is tough. She found out being governor, when Trump screwed her over, there’s no lying for Trump, good enough.

So what’s next for Leavitt? I’m willing to bet it is something that needs the best liar. Could she run for President? Bald faced lies now have precedence. But fascists don’t DEI hire.

So she’ll have to go home, where young trad wives are owned, Bought and paid for by foolish old men. But maybe he’ll die and she’ll find a young buyer for the best bald faced liar there’s been.

Pam Bondi’s one of Trump’s dumb blondes. gets blonder everyday. Wears makeup thick, and red lipstick, so Trump will let her stay.

It’s very clear why she is here as head of DOJ. A beauty Queen to meet Trump’s needs, who also subjugates

Trump’s enemies, who tried to free us from his evil plot. To end his crimes with prison time but that’s not what we got.

We got old Trump, pumping up, again, quid pro quo hires. But when Trump’s done, and Justice won, these traitors will be fired.

Then DOJ without delay, now skilled at their positions, put Trump and Bondi, from the jump, where they belong, in prison.

Stephen Miller, called little Hitler. The Goebbels of our times. Trump’s evil jester truth suppressor, abettor of Trump’s crimes.

A seventh grader social failure, who took up politics. A nervous, tense, conservative, a pious little prick.

He’s still the same, since childhood fame. For decade’s fascists trained him. For Trump and friends to break or bend the laws that would contain them.

He tries to speak like Hitler preached, but sounds like Pee Wee Herman. So with his failing claim to fame, he’s now called Pee Wee German.

But as his evil story shows a jester can be lethal, When he whispers in the grifter’s ear,“We must control the people.”

Without a doubt we must throw out this, weak, pathetic, jester. But Trump goes first, he is the worst. He’s an Epstein, child molester.

Pete Hegseth’s cult of War and death, he’s now their Secretary. Believes Defense is not intense enough to make him scary.

With his new name and pseudo fame, called Generals to one room. He peacock strutted, with big chin jutted, to tell them how to groom.

He couldn’t read the room or see they thought he was a joke. With stupid rules, no one was fooled by any word he spoke.

For underneath his ego’s need they understood his ploy. That Trump intends our brutal end, democracy destroyed.

Wants US troops in cities used to hunt and kill free speech. To turn their guns on citizens, keep cities under siege.

If Pete Hegeseth cannot arrest his War and death addiction, when Trump is over he’ll get sober locked up in federal prison.

Charlie Kirk, made his life’s work propagating lies. Said, losing lives to keep gun rights is worth the sacrifice.

To bear their arms, accepting harm, “It’s just the cost we pay.” In truth they want their guns to taunt a Civil War replay.

So, I guess he felt God blessed his speech he made that day. Again defending guns with ending lives, he’d gladly pay.

With Karma’s due he had no clue, like them he would be shot. For hateful claims he got more fame, but not like Charlie thought.

For countless guns he fought and won, though countless lives were lost. As morals of most stories go, Charlie paid the cost.

Should those abused by hateful tyrants, who’ve suffered under hateful violence, not be glad and celebrate, when their tormentors meet their fate?

For all the evil perpetrated, Karma serves what they’ve created.

So if they reap what they have sown I’m sure that I won’t be alone. When I am glad they’re gone for good. They’ve finally gotten what they should. I’ll be out to celebrate as tyrants meet their chosen fate.

Are XX, XY chromosomes all that makes a body home for souls that choose to come to earth evolved to know their inner worth?

Sometimes our souls have much to do, to change the world, reveal the truth. The norm should be our soul’s acceptance, with innate rights to change, reflect this.

Don’t care if haters understand, what makes them woman or a man. However they identify, that’s who they are no matter why.

At first we’re shaped by chromosomes, but souls have rights to change their homes.

Should we trust Elon Musk? What a stupid question!

The only thing he’s done is bring mass cheating to elections.

Every year he says to cheers, next year will be the time

For trips to Mars, self driving cars, and Optimuses, primed.

As rockets crash taxpayer cash, “unscheduled disassembly.”

And people die believing lies, when Musk just accidentally

Forgot to tell, the lies he sells, to sycophants are hype.

To keep investors calm as jesters light their dreaming pipes.

As stocks free fall, and Tesla stalls, with cyber trucks recalled.

Musk’s letter X, unconscious hex, in time will X it all.

November the 8th 2016 my hope for world progress was killed in defeat.

I was almost killed too, on that day, driving home. My vision was skewed by a murder of crows.

When I made it back home, I went straight to my room. I grieved for our world and our impending doom.

Then we faced gloom and doom until 2020. When Joe gave us hope when we didn’t have any.

Yet in his great term through 2024 Trump’s chaos continued to destroy even more.

But I still held out hope that Kamala would change this. But the truth of the future, my eyes couldn’t face this.

This time I went blind in one literal eye, not wanting to see we weren’t through this dark night.

I now feel the duress, hope repressed, for nine years. Great trauma and stress, in constant great fear.

But this time around I consciously know I’ve always been powerless and this time must let go

By grieving my traumas so I don’t succumb. Cry all of my tears til I’m no longer numb.

And can feel what is real, have an insight revival. Know that more of Trump’s chaos wakes souls in denial.

So if finally a critical mass can create a paradigm shift, we’ll be free from Trump’s fate,

After four thousand three hundred eighty two days. On November 7th 2028.

Peter Thiel made a deal to give Trump one more chance. But Trump must choose Peter’s tool for VP, JD Vance.

Consumed by stress, Trump said yes, I need your help to win. I’ll take a chance with JD Vance he might recruit young men.

So Trump would win once more again to finish what he started. To be the king of everything not knowing he’s outsmarted.

The plan Theil made that fateful day for Trump held a surprise. Theil wanted power, Trump’s ivory tower, his plan is Trump’s demise.

So Peter Theil’s and Vance’s deal can make Vance President. Then Theil can use his costly tool to create World events.

More “Freedom cities” for the richest oligarchs alive. Run by Fuhrers, like in Honduras, where Prospera was contrived.

Our only hope is Vance can’t cope, flips to his other side.The hillbilly he used to be, leaves oligarchs behind.