When I lost central vision within my right eye, I feared that one day I might lose all my sight.

Why did this happen, what was the reason, I was losing my sight, to start off my last season?

There were so many things that I’ve been fearful to see. So many truths I denied about me.

So why did I lose it, at first, on the right. I denied and shut down my masculine side.

My rage was unconscious in my body held dormant. It held me in silence, perpetual torment.

Until it broke free when I turned 39. Through cycles of healing my rage came to light.

My rage cycle expressions brought it down to a boundary. Since the last recent one I’ve felt safety profoundly.

I sought out more truth that was hidden for years. Went back to the source, felt it all, cried my tears.

Then in less than a week my right eye improved. I could read words again. The cloudiness moved.

It was more clear where it shouldn’t have been. It wasn’t perfect, but for sure it’s a win.

I also had visions between my two eyes. One big eye appearing and opening wide.

Til my eyes became one big eye in the center, that was trying to open and let the light enter.

I have no idea if this vision will last or just come and go as my cycles recast.

But I’m willing to hope the deep healing I’ve done heals central vision when two eyes become One.