How do I turn off my brain?

My thoughts become runaway trains.

I can’t stop my obsession to write,

The words burning through in the night.

When I’m given a rhythm and rhyme,

I move out of both space and time.

Where is this place that I go?

The unconscious that I’ve come to know.

I put dissonant words here together

That unconsciously float here untethered.

I become a receiver transmuting

The collective unconscious undoing.

When I write my soul quantum leaps

When I have a soft landing I’ll sleep.

I consciously own my hate for all fascists, who are killing our countries in a race to kill fastest.

They are monsters in nightmares created by fate, fueled by the abyss of unconscious hate.

By them we woke up to purge the unconscious, ruled by these monsters, evil and noxious.

This unconscious hate that fuels all the fascists can be consciously healed by critical masses

Of woke volunteers that came here to heal. Hate when it’s conscious transmutes if we’re real.

So our unconscious nightmares of monsters that rule, they will cease to exist, without unconscious fuel.

No funeral for me. I want loved ones free, have time to process in peace.

Not be forced into mourning in public performing a funeral that I do not need.

I want my family to accept my reality so they will be ready to deal

With letting me go, body and soul so they can move forward and heal.

It doesn’t matter, where ashes are scattered. Your choice makes my wishes come true.

For I will be there and still everywhere, for my love will be always with you.

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Iran, Israel, and now the US are all ruled by fascists dodging arrests.

Could these fascists attacks, stabbing each other’s backs, end their illegal quests?

These fascists have made a world full of hate. It’s time for them all to be gone.

If they all had to leave we would all be relieved. The world could evolve and move on.

Unfortunately, for all to be free, we all will be forced to pay costs.

From economies crashing to bombs at night flashing some innocent lives could be lost.

We cannot stop, the chaos they’ve brought, and the evil behind their facade.

But can cheer as they fall, as the fascists lose all, in their circular firing squad.

One human body is a varied collective, with trillions of various cells.

When viruses enter and cells are infected immunity for all keeps us well.

When parts of our body are ignored and neglected. The body becomes sick and disabled.

All parts must be nourished to restore the collective to health and be once again stable.

This is the same when it comes to our country all people like cells of the whole

Must be protected and nourished when hungry, so all can play out our best roles.

We all are important, though roles are diverse. Some active, some passive, all key.

All coming to Earth for better or worse, need basic support for our needs.

The countries ensuring food, shelter and healthcare, so we, all the people survive,

Are countries that prove that they care for the welfare of all and collectively thrive.❤️

I am tired of the grief, I need some relief, on this planet of total insanity.

I thought I could do it, that I could get through it, and help do some good for humanity.

But it’s all been so much my heart has been crushed, I’ve cried many times in despair,

For those who are hated, put down and berated, by Christians who prove they don’t care.

These were my people I prayed under their steeple I thought I could help them evolve.

But they proved me wrong, they’ve been sick for too long. In their unconscious hate they devolve.

Let them fall where they may, let the hypocrites pray, as their plunge to abyss is unstoppable.

So now I’ll let go, let them reap what they sow. Give up on my Mission Impossible.

Confederate flags, and flags of the Nazis, fly free representing so many atrocities. Yet flags that are flown for love and inclusion are banned in some states in blatant exclusion of rights to free speech which will take us all back to intolerant hate and horrible acts.

America is headed into it’s demise, if hate is allowed to perpetuate lies. Saying people who love who they love are the sinners, and people who hate them and hurt them are winners. Unless free speech laws are upheld for us all to fly any flag that we choose, we will fall for our evil intent to enforce the exclusion of our own Bravest Hearts flying flags of inclusion.

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Don’t want regulations

For real hazards that kill

Don’t want legislation

That takes THEIR free will

Yet don’t care a bit

If the rest lose their rights

Don’t give a shit

if they cause us to die

These people are sick

Every Harry and Tom

And MAGA small Dick

Throwing MAGA hate bombs

As the cultists enjoy them

Shout, blow them up Chuck!

Til their self hate destroys them

And I won’t give a fuck!

They fear everyday their lives may be taken. They cry tears of anguish for being forsaken. A little girl screams, she can’t understand, why she and her mother run fast as they can. This is their world that is now Palestine. Their homeland razed to the ground has now died. These are the scapegoats for Hamas and their choices. The innocent ones who never had voices. They are not just the fodder of cannons that kill, but an Evil man’s proof they can to do what they will. As Israel’s government, tries to accuse, that hate for their killing, is hate for the Jews.

This was done by a Government run by a fascist. It’s not antisemitic to say what the fact is. Some fascists are Muslim some Jewish some Christian. What they all have in common is Nationalism. Why do fascist’s repeat when they’ve known genocide? When they once were scapegoats who ran for their lives? They continued a cycle with pain unaddressed. Were expected to just carry on and repress the rage that they had, and rightfully so. So displacement takes over, repeats as it goes.

We must stop this blame cycle of pain and abuse before it repeats against innocent Jews. As we are still left with two sides in division. Can we finally, together, create a new vision? Find leaders that want to make cycles of healing the wounds of their ancestors, that never stopped bleeding. Let’s grieve as a world for all souls, forsaken. For all innocent scapegoats whose lives have been taken. In the past and the present for all who have died. And break the blame cycle we call Genocide.

I used to wish I had never been born. Between pleasure and pain my life had been torn. This life felt like mostly a fight to survive. A hope for relief is what kept me alive.

So I tried doing more or completely abstaining. But this didn’t work I just kept creating a much deeper cycle that was harder to break. So how do I balance my pleasure and pain?

My intuition led to expression, of anger and shame causing manic depression. I was shamed for my pleasure then had pain from self hate. Anger turned inward is what shaming creates.

It’s passed through generations then instills in genetics. It make us bipolar, electromagnetic. Through polarized cycles goes round and round with each generation spiraling down.

Until we wake up because of addiction or cycles of pain caused by many afflictions. And if we’re awake and seek to stay conscious we can finally express in the flow and can stop this.

Stop cycles creating unconscious lives. When expressing true feelings our conscience can thrive. With our true guidance system we stay more in the flow. We become our authentic selves as we go.

There are still ups and downs over the years but as long as we’re real and transmuting fear, we can move forward in truth, self-revealing. I’m finding my balance through authentic healing.

Trump now refuses to follow the law.

If SCOTUS can’t stop him then they’ll lose it all.

If they back down, appease, and don’t check him,

He’ll Check mate them all, then Supremely eject them.

Then do as he pleases to finish his coup,

As the Nine face Trump Justice on Fifth Avenue.

With a hoard of gang members, and Trump their crime boss. He threatens the world with tariffs and loss.

If they won’t kiss his ring and his lily white ass, he’ll keep up the tariffs and they won’t get a pass.

He blackmails and threatens to stop DEI. Steals grants away if Schools don’t comply.

Blackmail and shake downs is how the Trumps roll. This is all Trump’s self hate he projects from his soul

Onto foreign gangs and the Central Park five, he wants scapegoats in prison to pay with their lives.

But what Trump’s really showing, that most cannot see, is his unconscious knowing, it’s where he should be.

I’m numb, yet I’m fearful. That’s how I’m feeling. America’s downfall has most of us reeling.

So many shoes dropping and hitting the floor, no one is sleeping, just waiting for more.

Trump’s fascist agenda is now in full swing. He’s taken control and crowned himself king.

Half of us warned you of what Trump would do. He’s full on revealing that we’re in a coup.

As he slashes and burns America down with his hate and revenge that his cult has unbound.

There’s no going back you can’t barter or beg. You bought your racism sold as Trump’s rotten eggs.

But when we are razed to the ground by Trump’s fate, and we’ve proved without doubt we have never been great.

Then maybe most people will vote for a change. Repair our wrongdoing and then birth a new age.

Make equality and Justice for All, our foundation. Make our Founder’s ideals finally true for our Nation.

Undocumented immigrants in the U.S. are entitled to due process rights, a fundamental principle of the U.S. Constitution. This means they are guaranteed fair legal proceedings and protection against arbitrary deprivation of life, liberty, or property. 

Due process is justice for all human beings. All deserve justice with a judge overseeing.

Constitutional rights must be held sacrosanct. To deny one, due process, hurts all of our fates.

For when one is denied then others will follow. If they go today, then we go tomorrow.

All human beings, even gang members, must get their due process, be proved they’re offenders

before they are sentenced to life in a prison. Only fascists would make this illegal decision.

So we must stand up and call for the fascists to be brought to justice have due process the fastest

within 90 days as fast as their coup. Prison for traitors is way overdue!

What happened to Christian’s who once tried to save the souls of the lost and bring them to faith?

They went into prisons to spread their good news. They offered forgiveness of sin and refuge.

But now they round up who they label illegals, shackle and chain them like they are not people.

We don’t know who they are, or have proof of their crimes. Yet they force them to work camps to do endless time.

Without a due process, might spend life in prison. Is this treatment of “strangers” what Christ had envisioned?

There’s no cruelty left beyond comprehension, as Christian’s applaud heinous sins of commission.

Can they ever come back from Trump’s cruel abyss? Or drown still believing they’re righteous in this?

The only way out of the depths of Trump’s Hell, repent doing evil, break his Anti Christ spell.

Why are we back, facing Trump once again? Why would so many still vote for this man?

Trump ran to use them as pawns in his mission, to rob them, and cheat them, and stay out of prison.

They’re fine with the crimes of their proud reprobate. Want Trump’s Armageddon to end those they hate.

So blind that they chase their foretold Antichrist into the abyss of hate, greed, and vice.

So what can we do when they’ve chosen to do this? We resist and we hope we can finally get through this.

To keep building a world that supports and assists us to transform the hate of ones set against us.

To Christ consciousness love, compassion, and kindness that removes the scales from their eyes, willful blindness.

Why is it that some who are bullied and broken,

Rejected, yet used by the right as a token,

Do the same thing that was once done to them.

They lose all perspective of where they have been.

They now drink the water drawn from the mainstream.

Are poisoned like them thinking they’re now supreme.

Why don’t they support the rights of TQ

To express who they are to their own selves be true.

Some groups even say now they’re just L G B.

They drove the bus over Q plus and the T.

Now just like MAGAs they kick family out,

Always just one vote away from their clout.

With MAGA in power they’ll be forced to feel

When hypocrites learn that Karma is real.

I felt safe in my country for 59 years.

For the last seven, I am anxious with fear.

Democracy’s fate is deeply in danger.

Fascists are taking our rights with such anger.

They want to go backwards and live in the past.

Don’t want to cast votes, want stones to be cast.

We can’t accept loss of inalienable rights

By a court, that unjustly, was stacked to rewrite

The laws we thought settled a long time ago.

Pretending our progress was only a show.

We only have hope if we save our Democracy.

Our founders were clear we are not a theocracy.

We must reinstate, church and state, separation,

Let laws progress and address reparation

Of rights to all people so none should have fear.

So, at present, and future, all have safe golden years.

Why would black and brown people and women support Him?

When Trump, he does nothing, but loathe and abhor them

Why grovel to white men for crumbs off their table?

Why join the sick party that wants them disabled?

Can’t beat them then join them! Be winners and choosers!

But choosing Trump’s cult made them beggars and losers

For they were just used to keep Trump in his tower

As fools they pumped fists to keep him in power

Saying ” Hey look at me, this man’s not a racist”

“I’m part of his party and I’m on his A list”

“I’m a good MAGA woman and I treat my man good”

“Trump rules like my man does, like a MAGA man should”

And until they wake up from this bad MAGA dream

And do inner healing to get self esteem

They will keep being Tokens and keep being used

To mask their Cult leader who loves to abuse

ALL women and people of color who hurt

When a racist misogynist lies and diverts

To mask true agendas and hide MAGA schemes

With Diversity Tokens that keep white men supreme

For hundreds of years to keep their blood “pure” they married their cousins so they could ensure a blue blooded line would be their succession. Above all the rest, they’d be best without question.

But then they seemed changed when William met Kate. “Look we’re evolving and changing our fate”! We opened our doors! Let a commoner in. In just a few years we’ll forgive her, her sin. She’ll be one of us, white, stoic, and silent. She’ll birth us an heir, and some spares, be reliant. But, when came their best chance for the most evolution, they proved that their change was just an illusion.

Buried deep down in the Firm’s inner core were roots of racism they’d learned to ignore. You can’t build an empire if all humans have rights. “We’re just raising the lowly with all of our might”. Yet now all they say to this day “We’re not racists”. Their racism won’t go away til they face this.

Admit that their blue blooded tales were just wrong. Come down from their thrones, where all people belong. Denounce what they’ve done in the past as The Firm. Start true evolution and show they can learn. And then in the future if they’ve proven their change. Harry and Meghan might then re-engage.

To get the vaccine or wear a damn mask, to prevent us from dying, is not a huge ask.

Yet selfish abusers, just do as they please, don’t care if they’re spreading a deadly disease.

Their choice might infect an elder or child who have rights but no choice if their body’s defiled

By a virus they spread through “liberty rights” when they choose to be vectors emboldened by spite.

So we have to make rules to protect all the rest who above their own freedom they choose what is best.

To take the vaccine yet must still wear a mask because narcissist vectors won’t help with the task

Of doing what’s right to protect many others; instead invite death that affects many others.

So “My body My choice” no longer applies when their body and breath could become weaponized!

My daughter’s whole family just had to move

From red state to blue state, they had to choose.

With fascists in power their dread would alarm them.

So they chose to leave so their state couldn’t harm them.

They chose to have freedoms, a vote with a voice.

Autonomous bodies with freedom of choice.

And for all of you assholes who voted for fascists,

Or for a third party to burn us to ashes.

I might forgive you, in time, but I’m done.

You’re out of my life, you lost, but I won.

I know who you are now, you don’t give a shit,

About rights for all people that you have now hit

In the face with white power that puts all in danger.

And you don’t give a damn that you hurt us in anger.

Your choice that hurts all, you will live to regret!

What you’ve put us through, I will not forget!

We the People of the United States, in Order to form a more perfect Union, establish Justice, insure domestic Tranquility, provide for the common defence, promote the general Welfare, and secure the Blessings of Liberty to ourselves and our Posterity, do ordain and establish this Constitution for the United States of America.

We hold these truths to be self evident that all men are created equal. That they are endowed by their creator with certain inalienable rights, that among these are life , liberty, and the pursuit of happiness.

All of these rights were proclaimed at our founding.

So many still fight for these rights, it’s astounding.

Women, black people, and LGBTQ

Inalienable rights we still have to pursue.

For we still aren’t equal to wealthy white men.

Especially now, we’re regressing again.

Why must we march, begging for rights?

Innate and intrinsic, we should not have to fight!

Make OUR freedoms legal along with free will!

Who we love, our own bodies, and our vote be instilled,

As rights for posterity, we must finally be Equal.

Inalienable rights for all “We the people”!

How many believe, “I’m not a racist”?

If you question their hate they always say this.

When they don’t believe in systemic racism.

They don’t believe in a white privileged system.

They don’t want a person of color above them.

Don’t want races mixing, might like, but not love them.

If a person of color has their status upgraded,

They’d better be grateful enough or they’re hated.

If you can’t deny all of these things you’re a racist.

Unconscious or conscious these two are the basis

Of racism’s hold on our lives and our systems.

If we don’t call it out we can never resist them.

And heal from within, then from inside to out.

To change people then systems and bring this about

The ones who are healing racism must say this

You are racist until you become Anti-Racist.

Make America great again?? Was America great when we first began?

Were all people equal with inalienable rights? No, just the wealthiest men who were white.

Were we great when we conquered and wiped out the natives? When we marched who was left to their forced reservations?

When we kidnapped black people by force and enslaved them? Then “freed” them with promises, we never gave them?

When we didn’t help Jews fleeing from Nazis? Our country is guilty, we did these atrocities.

America has never been great, is the truth. Our foundation was built using force and abuse.

With disdain for the other, we denied their humanity. To believe we have ever been great is insanity.

So now it is time to rebuild our foundation. Open the heart and the soul of our nation.

Atone for our sins of the past that were lethal. Create a new country where we’re all truly equal.

Then on the 4th of July, celebrate, we have healed from our past and can finally be Great! ❤️

Born into my world with discomfort and strife.

I didn’t have boundaries most of my life.

Told, where to go, what to do, everyday.

I was so anxious, I rarely would play.

I spent my adulthood working on healing.

Getting in touch with my unconscious feeling.

I uncovered the truth, I’m a sensitive soul.

That needs peace and comfort to keep myself whole.

Now I have boundaries, I learned to say no!

I find peace when I stay in my own Comfort Zone.

Everyday around the clock a time bomb ticks away.

Trump and Musk refuse to stop, ignoring judges stays.

As they destroy democracy there’s no one left to stop them.

SCOTUS said autocracy is fine as Trump now mocks them.

They gave him full immunity to take our revenue,

To shoot oppressed communities, on his fifth avenue.

This felon has been proven right, he knew that he could do this.

He felt the venom of the right and knew that he could use this.

But what the hateful right can’t see is he will shoot them too.

Or kill them with his hateful bite Trump is the Snake, it’s true!

He tried to warn you in his poem that you should let him freeze.

But, when you’re left to die, you’ll know him. The Snake, you didn’t see!

Her heart and soul would change the world. A bold, courageous, little girl walked with Marshals into school, as racist mobs would ridicule, this six year old with racist slurs. And still her heart was not deterred.

Miss Henry taught her all alone. Empathy was rarely shown by students as she faced the fear of hatred spewed at her for years.

All this to get an education?? She learned we are a racist nation! Yet never missed a day of school. Though every day was hard and cruel.

Her heart was strong, her soul was old so she could walk the hardest road. She walked a road of deep divisions, but not to wide for Ruby Bridges.❤️

Is there rhyme and reason, for where we are today?

Can these days of crime and treason, be thought or prayed away?

Will we survive these darkest days and find some resolution

to madness oligarchs display, crashing institutions?

Why would many vote for this? Why don’t the MAGAs care?

They don’t want others to exist that cause them to compare,

ancient laws, restrictive ways controlling them with shame,

to open minds, predictive ways, accepting truth, the aim.

So the reason for apocalypse with all this crime and treason

is to make most choose to stop all this, become a time and season.

A time for pain and reckoning and getting consequences.

A season of awakening and coming to our senses.

So, one day we will all look back to see our MAGA season

united us through Trump’s attacks, to find our rhyme and reason.



Ye without sin, cast the first stone. They immediately stopped and left her alone.

Would this even happen, if it happened today?

Would the MAGA cult listen to what He would say?

Welcome the refugee into their home.

Take care of the hungry, those sick and alone.

Treat others the way they want to be treated.

Sell all their possessions and then follow Jesus.

Could one MAGA “Christian” check one off this list?

No, they’ve all become white nationalists.

They are so full of hate their hearts are all numb

As they anxiously wait Armageddon to come.

Yet if it could happen the way they believe

they’re too numb to realize they’ve been deceived.

Most of them gladly lined up to receive

their red MAGA hats, the mark of their beast.

As they march to the battle, Christ consciousness wins.

When the MAGA beast’s cult finally comes to it’s end.