November the 8th 2016 my hope for world progress was killed in defeat.

I was almost killed too, on that day, driving home. My vision was skewed by a murder of crows.

When I made it back home, I went straight to my room. I grieved for our world and our impending doom.

Then we faced gloom and doom until 2020. When Joe gave us hope when we didn’t have any.

Yet in his great term through 2024 Trump’s chaos continued to destroy even more.

But I still held out hope that Kamala would change this. But the truth of the future, my eyes couldn’t face this.

This time I went blind in one literal eye, not wanting to see we weren’t through this dark night.

I now feel the duress, hope repressed, for nine years. Great trauma and stress, in constant great fear.

But this time around I consciously know I’ve always been powerless and this time must let go

By grieving my traumas so I don’t succumb. Cry all of my tears til I’m no longer numb.

And can feel what is real, have an insight revival. Know that more of Trump’s chaos wakes souls in denial.

So if finally a critical mass can create a paradigm shift, we’ll be free from Trump’s fate,

After four thousand three hundred eighty two days. On November 7th 2028.

Peter Thiel made a deal to give Trump one more chance. But Trump must choose Peter’s tool for VP, JD Vance.

Consumed by stress, Trump said yes, I need your help to win. I’ll take a chance with JD Vance he might recruit young men.

So Trump would win once more again to finish what he started. To be the king of everything not knowing he’s outsmarted.

The plan Theil made that fateful day for Trump held a surprise. Theil wanted power, Trump’s ivory tower, his plan is Trump’s demise.

So Peter Theil’s and Vance’s deal can make Vance President. Then Theil can use his costly tool to create World events.

More “Freedom cities” for the richest oligarchs alive. Run by Fuhrers, like in Honduras, where Prospera was contrived.

Our only hope is Vance can’t cope, flips to his other side.The hillbilly he used to be, leaves oligarchs behind.

If Jesus came down from Heaven today, what would he do, what would he say?

He’d be out in the streets helping the homeless, He would visit the sick, ease their pain and aloneness

He’d be saying again, “Help the hungry and poor.” “Welcome the stranger who comes to your door.”

Yet, he’d find that the MAGAs don’t follow his ways. With white power and privilege make the unprivileged pay.

Think the hungry, the poor, and foreign born people, deserve to be punished, they’re all lazy, deceitful.

Just like the Pharisees, today’s MAGA Christians, would have Jesus arrested and thrown into prison.

They’d lash and berate him til he couldn’t speak. He’d be called a woke liberal who’s fragile and weak.

Try to put him to death in a Southern town square. Make him stand at their rally as Trump mocks him there.

Then he’d speak to the MAGAs while ascending in light. “I never knew you.” “Depart from my sight.”

Arrests migrant workers, without a conviction. Imprisoned for life, Trumped up charges of fiction.

Ignoring court orders that he doesn’t like. Then, doubles down, and defies, just for spite.

Extorts private business to stop DEI. Revokes our free speech, sues the press with his lies.

Makes the Smithsonian erase his malfeasance by removing the truth about his impeachments.

Fired the best people and hired the worst. From Hegseth to Bondi with lies well rehearsed.

Called US marines to go out in our streets to fight our own people, and make them retreat.

“Trump’s not in the pedo files, we didn’t see him.” But Obama should go to prison for treason?

I think I have proved we’re ruled by a dictator. What can you expect re- electing a traitor.

He had to take over until his demise or he’d be in prison for all of his crimes.

So thanks to the hate of white fascist Christians, we are ruled by a Dictator escaping from prison.

Trump fires the head of labor statistics. Because the numbers were true, realistic, and showed what a horrible job he is doing. But the stock market rises revealing and proving, the disconnect made, between rich and poor, is deeper and wider than ever before. The denial of rich oligarchs is truly amazing! They must approve of what Trump will be faking. They take it as license to pump up their stocks. Take all the profit, then dump all the stocks.

There’s no way in hell these lies are sustainable. Is there any way forward, is balance attainable?

I think at this point all this shit has to crash. Sell oligarchs assets and start over from scratch. Let there be no more trace, their disgrace to humanity. Only then can we win and get back to real sanity. Then we can rebuild on a level foundation of financial health, share the wealth, of this nation. Replenish resources, so all people can rise. So we can all be, healthy, wealthy, and wise!

Where are the roots of modern misogyny? Why are we hated, judged less than, unconsciously?

For thousands of years women were owned, like cattle and sheep, were bartered or sold.

Devalued by family, when a dowry was given, or sold to a man through his family tradition.

So basically women until they won suffrage were no more than prisoners begging for justice.

Still some men resented their wive’s newfound right. And wives were resentful for having to fight

Religions and systems for making their lives dependent on men as their means to survive.

But now there’s no way this old paradigm works. As feminine power returns to the Earth.

We are not going back and have a revival of patriarchal laws that control our survival.

We will only choose allies who treat us as equal, who know we have intrinsic value as people.

Who listen and care about what we’ve been through. Help us make changes and stand up for the truth.

That women today can plant their own roots we don’t need a man to fulfill our pursuits.

Men have to heal male supremacy consciously. Or live alone poisoned by the roots of misogyny.

We have freedom of speech, but it has consequences. If bosses, family, or friends are offended, they’re free to reject you for what you have said. If you choose to be hateful then you’ve made your bed.

When you say something hurtful you can’t take it back. When it’s out in the world it’s hard to retract. One public statement and all could be lost. It’s best to think twice then ten times what it costs.

To be fully forgiven is rarely the case. It sometimes takes years many tears to erase. The hurt and the anguish that you chose to cause. Is sometimes much worse than breaking some laws.

So next time when you shout you have freedom of speech, that’s just the long arm of the law that can’t reach and put you in prison for what you have said. But many can force you to lay in your bed.

O Canada, how I wish I was there. I’m here down below you in pain and despair.

My wish surely sounds like I’m deep down in Hell. Yes, the Angels down here are called infidels.

Trump wants to make you our 51st state. Insults and berates you to control you with hate.

Anything good he tries to corrupt. But when you stood strong the coward gave up.

So you are forgiven for hitting us back. We as a country deserve all your flak.

Our fascists must feel the pain of decisions. They rightly deserve your rightful derision.

The ones who hate Trump are ready to bear this, the burdens imposed by reciprocal tariffs.

To topple the Trumps straight down from their tower, where they all belong, and take back our power.

Then we can put Trump, the real infidel, where he should have been many years, in a cell.

Then we’ll ask for forgiveness and make our amends. Hope O Canada can forgive us our sins.

And maybe move forward and visit your Heaven. For we’re free from our Hell here on Earth, 47.

Now Trump has made being homeless a crime. Says the felon in chief who should be serving time.

Are you fucking kidding, this fool holds the key to an innocent lives being locked up or free?

An innocent person the system has failed can wind up on the street and for this can be jailed?

Our homeless should never be judged and condemned. Most citizens here in three months could be them!

Food, housing, and health care is everyone’s right! For self evident truths we should not have to fight.

Life, liberty, and the pursuit of our happiness are rights so we don’t become victims of circumstance.

Our country is wealthy enough for us all to pick up the pieces when one of us falls.

Have love and compassion for those in hard times. Save prisons for Felons like Trump for real crimes!

My right eye went blind before the election, not wanting to see our fascist direction.

How could this happen? How can this be? I thought we were on the right track to be free.

But, no we have Trump once again to create, more fear and despair with unconscious hate.

Our fate plunged me into a deep dark depression crying for those who again face oppression.

We can only survive if we change the collective by draining our unconscious swamp of projection.

By owning our parts that we have repressed, find balance within and make real amends

To scapegoats created to pay other’s debt like the Pharisees sins put on Jesus’s head.

Our people of color and LGBTQ like Jesus are martyred for living in truth!

The innocent ones with the most open hearts keep trying to help us, do more than their part.

So, let’s join all together to open up eyes, create critical mass, heal all who are blind.

People of color, all different in hue, and the colors of rainbows of LGBTQ.

What is it with colors that white Christian’s hate? Why do they want to live colorless fates?

Why do they think that white skin is supreme, want LGBTQ people to live white “Christian” dreams.

They’re judgmental and rigid, hellbent on controlling the rights of these people while only extolling

Their freedom of speech and their “Christian” religion. The whole world must be made to conform to their vision.

They won’t let bold, beautiful, colors seduce them. They must be covered up or by force must remove them.

Or use them as scapegoats to keep their control by vilification of innocent souls.

Our people of color and LGBTQ are the authentic ones who live bravely in truth.

Living real lives that are made ten times harder by hypocrite “Christian’s” making them martyrs.

For decades are forced to march in the streets until the white “Christians” are shamed in defeat.

Til all the colors of rainbows and people, in freedom can color this world they made equal❤️🙏🌈

I’m not an American, I am an Earthling. I was born on this planet to help Gaia in birthing

A conscious New Age from our unconscious fate. With conscious awareness to transmute shame and hate.

That’s gone underground for thousands of years. Feeding abusers controlling with fear.

Bipolar religions have thrived on division. As master controllers they have ruled us with schisms.

From an eye for and eye to turning our cheeks. The leaders with power keep followers weak.

Ones with the power blind eyes of believers. While believers turn cheeks to be slapped by deceivers.

And now we are dealing with massive imbalance. Gaia is birthing, she can no longer have this.

So now we have fascists and religious controllers, bringing our unconscious shame and hate forward.

Exposing the truth of our dark underground, to feel it and heal it so peace can be found.

If we own our own shame, our own hate, become conscious, we can clear the abyss of our toxic unconscious.

Then hopefully soon, as Gaia’s done birthing, our balanced New Age unites 8 billion earthlings. ❤️

I had a dream that a woman was scrubbing, with suds an inch deep, on my floor.

The floor in my basement, I thought wasn’t dirty, but there on her knees she scrubbed more.

What in the world was I trying to tell me? Basements contain the unconscious.

Am I doing well or not well enough to bring repressed feelings to conscious?

This dream did become an open reminder that I had to do some more cleaning.

And then sure enough, soon there in my face. I felt shame and then knew my dream’s meaning.

I’d been expressing some well deserved hatred for the fascists abusing us all.

And people kept saying that I shouldn’t hate, that hate only brings a downfall.

But I disagreed. “I’m just being real,” purging the truth from my soul.

After pondering further, I gradually realized, the deep missing link to the whole.

The truth had been triggered again by my family to realize my unconscious shame,

That religion imposed for hating abusers and turned it around to self blame.

My toxic religion and parents decision to follow their rules caused repression.

It never was evil to hate my abusers it’s an innate response for protection.

So, now I am conscious of imposed toxic shame that repressed rightful feelings of hate.

I give thanks to the woman who revealed the whole truth and now saves me from unconscious fate. ❤️

How do I turn off my brain?

My thoughts become runaway trains.

I can’t stop my obsession to write,

The words burning through in the night.

When I’m given a rhythm and rhyme,

I move out of both space and time.

Where is this place that I go?

The unconscious that I’ve come to know.

I put dissonant words here together

That unconsciously float here untethered.

I become a receiver transmuting

The collective unconscious undoing.

When I write my soul quantum leaps

When I have a soft landing I’ll sleep.

I consciously own my hate for all fascists, who are killing our countries in a race to kill fastest.

They are monsters in nightmares created by fate, fueled by the abyss of unconscious hate.

By them we woke up to purge the unconscious, ruled by these monsters, evil and noxious.

This unconscious hate that fuels all the fascists can be consciously healed by critical masses

Of woke volunteers that came here to heal. Hate when it’s conscious transmutes if we’re real.

So our unconscious nightmares of monsters that rule, they will cease to exist, without unconscious fuel.

No funeral for me. I want loved ones free, have time to process in peace.

Not be forced into mourning in public performing a funeral that I do not need.

I want my family to accept my reality so they will be ready to deal

With letting me go, body and soul so they can move forward and heal.

It doesn’t matter, where ashes are scattered. Your choice makes my wishes come true.

For I will be there and still everywhere, for my love will be always with you.

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Iran, Israel, and now the US are all ruled by fascists dodging arrests.

Could these fascists attacks, stabbing each other’s backs, end their illegal quests?

These fascists have made a world full of hate. It’s time for them all to be gone.

If they all had to leave we would all be relieved. The world could evolve and move on.

Unfortunately, for all to be free, we all will be forced to pay costs.

From economies crashing to bombs at night flashing some innocent lives could be lost.

We cannot stop, the chaos they’ve brought, and the evil behind their facade.

But can cheer as they fall, as the fascists lose all, in their circular firing squad.

One human body is a varied collective, with trillions of various cells.

When viruses enter and cells are infected immunity for all keeps us well.

When parts of our body are ignored and neglected. The body becomes sick and disabled.

All parts must be nourished to restore the collective to health and be once again stable.

This is the same when it comes to our country all people like cells of the whole

Must be protected and nourished when hungry, so all can play out our best roles.

We all are important, though roles are diverse. Some active, some passive, all key.

All coming to Earth for better or worse, need basic support for our needs.

The countries ensuring food, shelter and healthcare, so we, all the people survive,

Are countries that prove that they care for the welfare of all and collectively thrive.❤️

I am tired of the grief, I need some relief, on this planet of total insanity.

I thought I could do it, that I could get through it, and help do some good for humanity.

But it’s all been so much my heart has been crushed, I’ve cried many times in despair,

For those who are hated, put down and berated, by Christians who prove they don’t care.

These were my people I prayed under their steeple I thought I could help them evolve.

But they proved me wrong, they’ve been sick for too long. In their unconscious hate they devolve.

Let them fall where they may, let the hypocrites pray, as their plunge to abyss is unstoppable.

So now I’ll let go, let them reap what they sow. Give up on my Mission Impossible.

Confederate flags, and flags of the Nazis, fly free representing so many atrocities. Yet flags that are flown for love and inclusion are banned in some states in blatant exclusion of rights to free speech which will take us all back to intolerant hate and horrible acts.

America is headed into it’s demise, if hate is allowed to perpetuate lies. Saying people who love who they love are the sinners, and people who hate them and hurt them are winners. Unless free speech laws are upheld for us all to fly any flag that we choose, we will fall for our evil intent to enforce the exclusion of our own Bravest Hearts flying flags of inclusion.

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Don’t want regulations

For real hazards that kill

Don’t want legislation

That takes THEIR free will

Yet don’t care a bit

If the rest lose their rights

Don’t give a shit

if they cause us to die

These people are sick

Every Harry and Tom

And MAGA small Dick

Throwing MAGA hate bombs

As the cultists enjoy them

Shout, blow them up Chuck!

Til their self hate destroys them

And I won’t give a fuck!

They fear everyday their lives may be taken. They cry tears of anguish for being forsaken. A little girl screams, she can’t understand, why she and her mother run fast as they can. This is their world that is now Palestine. Their homeland razed to the ground has now died. These are the scapegoats for Hamas and their choices. The innocent ones who never had voices. They are not just the fodder of cannons that kill, but an Evil man’s proof they can to do what they will. As Israel’s government, tries to accuse, that hate for their killing, is hate for the Jews.

This was done by a Government run by a fascist. It’s not antisemitic to say what the fact is. Some fascists are Muslim some Jewish some Christian. What they all have in common is Nationalism. Why do fascist’s repeat when they’ve known genocide? When they once were scapegoats who ran for their lives? They continued a cycle with pain unaddressed. Were expected to just carry on and repress the rage that they had, and rightfully so. So displacement takes over, repeats as it goes.

We must stop this blame cycle of pain and abuse before it repeats against innocent Jews. As we are still left with two sides in division. Can we finally, together, create a new vision? Find leaders that want to make cycles of healing the wounds of their ancestors, that never stopped bleeding. Let’s grieve as a world for all souls, forsaken. For all innocent scapegoats whose lives have been taken. In the past and the present for all who have died. And break the blame cycle we call Genocide.

I used to wish I had never been born. Between pleasure and pain my life had been torn. This life felt like mostly a fight to survive. A hope for relief is what kept me alive.

So I tried doing more or completely abstaining. But this didn’t work I just kept creating a much deeper cycle that was harder to break. So how do I balance my pleasure and pain?

My intuition led to expression, of anger and shame causing manic depression. I was shamed for my pleasure then had pain from self hate. Anger turned inward is what shaming creates.

It’s passed through generations then instills in genetics. It make us bipolar, electromagnetic. Through polarized cycles goes round and round with each generation spiraling down.

Until we wake up because of addiction or cycles of pain caused by many afflictions. And if we’re awake and seek to stay conscious we can finally express in the flow and can stop this.

Stop cycles creating unconscious lives. When expressing true feelings our conscience can thrive. With our true guidance system we stay more in the flow. We become our authentic selves as we go.

There are still ups and downs over the years but as long as we’re real and transmuting fear, we can move forward in truth, self-revealing. I’m finding my balance through authentic healing.

Trump now refuses to follow the law.

If SCOTUS can’t stop him then they’ll lose it all.

If they back down, appease, and don’t check him,

He’ll Check mate them all, then Supremely eject them.

Then do as he pleases to finish his coup,

As the Nine face Trump Justice on Fifth Avenue.

With a hoard of gang members, and Trump their crime boss. He threatens the world with tariffs and loss.

If they won’t kiss his ring and his lily white ass, he’ll keep up the tariffs and they won’t get a pass.

He blackmails and threatens to stop DEI. Steals grants away if Schools don’t comply.

Blackmail and shake downs is how the Trumps roll. This is all Trump’s self hate he projects from his soul

Onto foreign gangs and the Central Park five, he wants scapegoats in prison to pay with their lives.

But what Trump’s really showing, that most cannot see, is his unconscious knowing, it’s where he should be.

I’m numb, yet I’m fearful. That’s how I’m feeling. America’s downfall has most of us reeling.

So many shoes dropping and hitting the floor, no one is sleeping, just waiting for more.

Trump’s fascist agenda is now in full swing. He’s taken control and crowned himself king.

Half of us warned you of what Trump would do. He’s full on revealing that we’re in a coup.

As he slashes and burns America down with his hate and revenge that his cult has unbound.

There’s no going back you can’t barter or beg. You bought your racism sold as Trump’s rotten eggs.

But when we are razed to the ground by Trump’s fate, and we’ve proved without doubt we have never been great.

Then maybe most people will vote for a change. Repair our wrongdoing and then birth a new age.

Make equality and Justice for All, our foundation. Make our Founder’s ideals finally true for our Nation.

Undocumented immigrants in the U.S. are entitled to due process rights, a fundamental principle of the U.S. Constitution. This means they are guaranteed fair legal proceedings and protection against arbitrary deprivation of life, liberty, or property. 

Due process is justice for all human beings. All deserve justice with a judge overseeing.

Constitutional rights must be held sacrosanct. To deny one, due process, hurts all of our fates.

For when one is denied then others will follow. If they go today, then we go tomorrow.

All human beings, even gang members, must get their due process, be proved they’re offenders

before they are sentenced to life in a prison. Only fascists would make this illegal decision.

So we must stand up and call for the fascists to be brought to justice have due process the fastest

within 90 days as fast as their coup. Prison for traitors is way overdue!

What happened to Christian’s who once tried to save the souls of the lost and bring them to faith?

They went into prisons to spread their good news. They offered forgiveness of sin and refuge.

But now they round up who they label illegals, shackle and chain them like they are not people.

We don’t know who they are, or have proof of their crimes. Yet they force them to work camps to do endless time.

Without a due process, might spend life in prison. Is this treatment of “strangers” what Christ had envisioned?

There’s no cruelty left beyond comprehension, as Christian’s applaud heinous sins of commission.

Can they ever come back from Trump’s cruel abyss? Or drown still believing they’re righteous in this?

The only way out of the depths of Trump’s Hell, repent doing evil, break his Anti Christ spell.

Why are we back, facing Trump once again? Why would so many still vote for this man?

Trump ran to use them as pawns in his mission, to rob them, and cheat them, and stay out of prison.

They’re fine with the crimes of their proud reprobate. Want Trump’s Armageddon to end those they hate.

So blind that they chase their foretold Antichrist into the abyss of hate, greed, and vice.

So what can we do when they’ve chosen to do this? We resist and we hope we can finally get through this.

To keep building a world that supports and assists us to transform the hate of ones set against us.

To Christ consciousness love, compassion, and kindness that removes the scales from their eyes, willful blindness.

Why is it that some who are bullied and broken,

Rejected, yet used by the right as a token,

Do the same thing that was once done to them.

They lose all perspective of where they have been.

They now drink the water drawn from the mainstream.

Are poisoned like them thinking they’re now supreme.

Why don’t they support the rights of TQ

To express who they are to their own selves be true.

Some groups even say now they’re just L G B.

They drove the bus over Q plus and the T.

Now just like MAGAs they kick family out,

Always just one vote away from their clout.

With MAGA in power they’ll be forced to feel

When hypocrites learn that Karma is real.